why no one truly can relate

i can never find someone who really gets me. they might get some of me, but not all of me. i'm different. and here's why....

-i had wls (the sleeve)
-i have PCOS
-i'm giving birth at a birthing center
-i'm having a water birth
-i have vaginismus
-i suck my finger and curl my hair. it soothes me.

these are things that set me apart from other people. some people might understand one or two things, but not all of it. thats why i'll never truly fit in. thats why i'm on my own. thats why when ppl try to tell me what i should be doing i have to take it with a grain of salt. because they don't really know my situation.

me at 7 months (baby shower)

me at 6 months

me at 5 months

me at 4 months pregnant

update pics

me last august 2011 on my 1yr surgeversary

January 2012

May2012

 June 2nd 2012 (3 months pregnant)

Hello again :)

Hey guys, long time no write. I've been going through lots of ups and downs since last winter. And recently i've been checking in on you guys but didn't want to write bc i couldn't tell you what i really wanted to tell you. But now that i've gotten passed the danger zone i can tell you that I'M PREGNANT!!!

my first baby is due dec 10th 2012 :) and i am over the moon.