the holidays are rough. usually suicide rates sore around this time. but this year even more so because of the economy woes. for the first time i could understand. when you feel completely alone in this world, like no one is on your side and everyone doesn't like you, i could see how someone would want a way out.
why are the holidays so rough? why is it that being around your family becomes excruciating? i love my family but on the holidays...its like a concentrated dose of drama. and frankly i'm not sure if i can take another year of it. i need to have a family free christmas. all this obligation is too stressful. it needs to be me and ed and sprinkles of family time. not our world revolves around my family.
its gonna take a long time to find something that works. i just wanna have a kid and have my own holidays on our own.
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