This week in review.

this week has been SO CRAZY. too much to talk about. but a quick recap:

foot pain = tendonitis
mouth pain=surgery to remove 3 wisdom teeth on tuesday
banged up my parents car= my dad was so sweet about it. thank god.

finally found a doc in coral gables. nice lady. a recap of my visit

she asked if i was planning to get pregnant within a year. i said i was trying to lose weight first and now i'm pushing it back even more because i'm going back to school so i probably won't for a few years. she says...

-don't feel like you HAVE to lose weight for a baby. you might even end up losing weight in the process.
-couples should have children 1-2 yrs into the marriage
-you should start taking prenatal vitamins now
-you shouldn't wait too long at your age
-don't feel like you need to have a house, babies don't need much
-you should get off birth control. its not healthy to be on it a long time. a. you stop producing certain hormones and b. you increase your risk of getting breast cancer

conclusion: i've decided to get off birth control as of today. i've been on it on and off for 9 yrs. i've also decided i shouldn't try to plan out my life so much. i have a loose plan. i want to start school, i want to learn editing, i want to get a job. but i'm gonna be more easy going. i'm not going to set limits for myself and forbid myself from doing certain things. because i feel nothing will ever be perfect enough. i'm not trying to have a kid. but i'm not trying so hard not to.