my new teacher is 24. she went to sunset, then FIU (business degree), then some NY film school for a Masters. I'm too tired to get into all my issues with this girl. Bottom line is I don't want her as my new teacher. She seems perfectly nice but I don't want her to be my teacher. I'm having a hard time with this.
and the guys in class aren't talking to me anymore. so right now school really sucks. i don't like what we're learning, i don't like my new teacher, and the guys in class aren't talking to me anymore. today i got that horrible feeling i had while i was at emerson. i had forgotten that feeling because it was so long ago. that feeling of being alone and unliked. so depressing. so isolating. so horrible for someone like me who just wants to be liked. its a really......a really awful feeling. i don't want what started out as something so great to just deteriorate. i have 5 more months of this. i was so proud of myself. and now...now its just all going to shit. i sincerely hope this is just a rough patch. and things will get better.
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