two faced

i have 2 sides of me. i have the Roodblog side and the Love Meli Meli side. And i'm always going back and forth. for example, a few months ago i felt like i wanted to grow up, be more family friendly and girly so i revamped my blog. and now i'm feeling more roodbloggy. i miss my edgy page. this page looks like a soccer mom's page.

i constantly go back and forth. i don't teeter. i plunge in with both feet and become engulfed in this persona. that gemini shit ain't no joke.

i feel bad for ed. wish there was a way for me to meld the two sides better instead of being all of one and none of the other. i go through phases. wish my blog could change with me. like a mood ring.