i don't have anyone to talk to about this. so i'll write it down.

my husband seems like a miserable bastard lately. i can't tell if its me, his job, his schedule, the responsibilities of fatherhood, financial worries or what but he's just always either in a bad mood or devoid of feelings and proceeding to do everything like a robot completing tasks. i've tried to talk to him about it. i reached out and emailed him, he emailed me back something weird as if he wasn't hearing what i was saying and then never responded to my next 2 emails. he's horrible at communicating. he makes me not want to even bother. so i drop it and it becomes this big wedge between us. i'm really getting tired of his attitude. i want to be happy and enjoy life. he seems like he doesn't even wanna be here. i feel like, well fine leave then. who needs you? ugh.