sick

defenses are down. the sick is hitting me hard.

yesterday ed said i think i'm getting a cold. and today BAM i got it.

my body's not fully recovered from other things. thats what i think. so i got this one hard. which is ironic because i usually never get sick. its hard for me to get sick even when i try.

had the most confusing sleep. just kept thinking about the debate. everything was about the debate. really annoying. i was hot but cold a the same time. and i couldn't breathe and had to keep blowing my nose.

i know what you're thinking. why not just take nyquil or something. well i was trying not to because between the anti biotics i'm taking for my mouth and the pain killers (and later tylenol) i had to take very regularly during and after my recovery i felt like my body would get immune to pills. i didn't want that to happen. as it is i'm trying not to take any tylenol for the mouth/face pain i occasionally get. i don't want to use it unless its bad. also i took some tylenol earlier today when the sickness hit me like a truck. but fuck it. next time i go to sleep i'll take something. because this is most unpleasant. however its 4am and i'm not sure what to do now. i'm not sleepy but i want to lay down. but my body is so sick of laying down and the blood ends up rushing to my head. ugh...