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Thursday, October 23, 2008

thoughts on christmas

christmas through your children's eyes must be so wonderful. i get soooo excited about christmas, i'm like a kid. but its not the same. i tired being a kid again 2 yrs ago. ed got me toys per my request. and yeah it was fun for like a day. then all those toys got thrown out. :/ so that was a waste. i'm not a kid anymore. but i'm so looking forward to having kids of my own and seeing the excitement of christmas through their eyes. i didn't think you could really enjoy something through kids because THEY are the ones enjoying it. but i guess its a way to live vicariously through them. they're still young and not jaded and can really enjoy the little things. i'm dying to make treats and sweets for my kids for the holidays and decorate like crazy and get them lots of little gifts. i so look forward to the day. because i'm such a christmas lover that i think i will go ALL out for my kids. just like my parents did with us. they really made it special for me.

till this day i get excited when i see christmas decorations at the store in october. i start listening to christmas music as early as september. i get so giddy when i see the christmas episode of any show but especially cartoons. i love when its cold out because it "feels" like christmas. i love the smell of christmas. i love getting that warm tingly feeling you get at the holidays. like all is right with the world. its always been and will always be the best time of year for me and my favorite holiday. the only bad part about christmas is when its over. lol. i'm looking forward to having little meli and eds to share the joy of christmas with. :)

ps. i wanna spoil kids with treats and stuff i never had. i fear my children will have a weight problem!! yikes!!

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