omg omg omg omg. the rational part of my brain is saying don't worry. i know its not a big deal. i know what i have to do. i know the route. school is fine i don't have to perform, i can dress comfy, there's nothing to make me feel uncomfortable. i'll be fine. the problem is that rational part is being completely drowned out by the irrational crazy part that just screams "i'm scared! omg i'm scared! help me!" why? why?? because i know i have something big to do tomorrow. whenever there's something important i have to do, even something as small as getting off at a certain stop on the train to something big like a job interview, i get a serious anxiety attack. you should see me before i have to get on a plane.
ugh anyway. i can't help it. its totally taking over right now. i need to do something to release it.
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