i'm nervous.

i start school in a week. i have no reason to be nervous really. its gonna be fun and exciting. and whats to worry about? its not like i have to dress up or impress anyone. i guess its just the change. having to wake up at 6:45am and take the bus. i'm sure once i do it a couple times i won't be so nervous. but for some reason right now i'm just nervous. i feel like this is my last week of freedom. no more sleeping in. but hey i can take naps after class and i have fridays off.

i just can't help it. i have anxiety. even for little things. so something big like this (my whole future is riding on this) is sure to stir up some serious anxiety. also the thought of having to do be somewhere at a certain time every day scares me a little. i have a hard time committing to things.