The holidays sucked this year. Christmas morning was great, and i'm happy with my gifts. but other than that...oof. and i'm trying to figure out why they sucked when last year was so great. maybe because last year i wasn't really expecting anything spectacular. i had spent the previous christmas (2006) in boston with ed so it was nice to see all the cousins. but this year i was building it up for an entire year. i had these expectations. i made it so big in my head that it couldn't possibly live up to it. also hanging out with everyone didn't seem as fun. i don't know why. i love them to death and i enjoy seeing them but for some reason its not as fun as before. i don't know if i've changed or maybe i'm just weird and awkward. but it seems to me like we each have our own individual sense of humor and they don't really click so well. does that make sense? also it seemed like there was less to talk about this year. hmm...
well anyway last night was the last cousin based get together for the holidays. the last of them went back to ny today. today is Avenue Q which i've been looking forward to. but between my mom bitching about how far ft laud is (everything is far if its outside of kendall), my sister being herself, my never ending period, and this fucking cold i'm getting...i'm afraid of whats to come today.
also i'm sad that ed's vacation is over. :( very very very sad. sigh. i wish neither of us had to work so we could spend every day together. i feel a bit jipped because he didn't get into vacation mode till about the 2nd week of vacation. oh well.
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