will i be in a bikini this summer. no. but i'm hoping that by my 1 yrd surgerversary i will have reached my goal weight. and hoping to have plastic surgery before the end of the year. i really can't wait to get rid of this damn gut. it is the bane of my existence. i'm scared to death of going in for surgery again. i'm afraid of the recovery, the pain, the drains, the discomfort, the possible complications. but i don't care. i want this thing gone. its been torturing me for over 15 yrs. i want it gone. i want to be normal.
in an ideal world i would love to have a lower body lift (tummy tuck/thighs/ass lift) along with arms, boob lift, and remove the back fat/skin. i'd be a fucking frankenstein. but i don't care.
realistically that would cost like 100k. so if nothing else i just want the tummy tuck and the thigh job. my upper thighs are an ugly deflated mess. i could live with saggy boobs. i'm gonna have kids and they're gonna fluctuate anyway. i could live with saggy arms for a while. what i can't live with is the gut. my quality of life will go through the roof once that thing is gone and frankly i can't wait.
so will i be in a bikini by the summer? no. but if i can get surgery by aug or sept i can maybe sneak some bikini time in before it gets cold here in miami. :)
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