SO WEIRD!!! all liquids made me loopy.

omg so ok because of this whole stall thing i wanted to do something to jump start the weightloss. i figured out the reason i've been so gassy lately is because i've been taking fiber chews for the last 2 weeks. it even says on the bottle, if gassyness occurs lower your dose. so maybe thats the reason i've hardly been losing. who knows. however i thought doing a 5 day pouch test wasn't a bad idea. even though i haven't been eating poorly or anything like that. i just wanted to start from scratch and do a little detox to get the ball rolling again.

so yesterday i was like, why not, lets try it. it was mainly just to see if i could do it. the first half of the day was a breeze. but when 4pm rolled around things started to get real. lol. then around 9pm i was like so close to cheating. but then i kept telling myself, no one cares if you eat some peanuts or a slice of cheese, you're the only one stopping yourself from eating. so i figured, no this is something i decided on my own because i want to see if i can do it. and everytime i was tempted (did i mention i made pizza for my husband last night? talk about will power) i was just like no i've come this far, i just wanna see if i can do it.

so its like midnight. i finished some greek yogurt and it seems to have filled me up. great. let me go to bed before i get hungry again. so i did. now here's where it gets weird. at some point, maybe 30-45 min after i fell asleep, i woke up and i felt like i was high on nyquil. i was touching my skin and everything felt so different. my skin felt different. i touched my tummy and i swear to god i felt it start going down. which freaked me out so bad that i was so scared something really bad was happening. am i dying? then i noticed my lips deflating. like...they were getting thinner. WTF?? whats going on??? then it stopped. thank god. i was so scared. then the rest of the night whenever i would toss and turn i felt drugged. i have to tell you the drugged part was pretty fun. lol. but how weird is that? just from one day of all liquids? i mean i got more liquid and more protein in yesterday than i do when i eat solids! so its not that i was depriving my body. so what was it? the lack of carbs? i dunno. but it kind of made me wanna do it again. lol.

its funny because last night i was like ok i did one day. thats it. but now i'm thinking, maybe i can do day 2 of this pouch test. of course who knows how i'll feel later so i make no promises. i made it through one day and that was pretty great. if i make it through half of today on just liquids i'll be happy.  we'll see how it goes! i'll let you know.