Class Cancelled???!!!

this whole week has been so messed up. i've just been off my game. from what i've been eating to taking naps and leaving late in the morning. i'm getting too slack! last night was the worst. i was supposed to read the manual for this video camera we're using in school and then learn 9 things from it and be prepared to present 3 in class. i mean the fucking user's manual. how lazy of a teacher can you be? needless to say i was NOT happy. and it was given to us on a pdf no less. a pdf of a 124pg manual. i'm sorry but i can't read anything longer than a paragraph online. its uncomfortable and there are too many distractions. no i need the test right in front of me so i can flip through it and highlight it.

so i had ed print out this like 1lb monster for me. but when i got home i took....a NAP!! i woke up at 11 and so badly wanted to keep sleeping. but i freaked out. thankfully so. i got up, and i started reading this fucking manual. i highlighted 9 things. but its hard to know this shit if you don't have the camera in front of you to practice. when i finished that i made my lunch for today and then took a shower. i got everything done that i needed to get done last night. and went to bed at 2am. mind you i usually go to bed at 10pm but i had that nice long nap.

i woke up at 7:30 as usual (now that i drive to school its 7:30, before it was 6:30) and come into the living room to check my email and wake up. when all of a sudden i hear a buzz. a text this early? maybe it was jenny. i had sent her a text yesterday and i know she goes into work at 7am. no it was my teacher jon. he sent a text at 5am to tell us he had to cancel class and that we would decide later when to make it up. at first i reacted like any person would, with jubilation! the thought of getting to stay home and have a relaxing day off midweek came over me instantly. but then reality set it. let me give you the run down.


a. i can't relax. because i have to work on my movie poster. i didn't do lab hours on monday because i was tired and thought i had the rest of the week and wanted a break from staying at school late every day for 2 weeks. understandable right? i didn't stay tuesday because i was given this hw assignment to read a 124 pg manual and prepare 9 possible presentations. so i HAVE to go today. Even though i don't have class i will still be in school doing lab hours and working on my movie poster.

b. i was supposed to get photoshop put on my laptop today. i was going to get it back tomorrow. which would have been perfect because i would have had it this weekend which meant i could work on my movie poster from home all weekend, so it didn't matter that i haven't had any labtime this week.

c. i haven't missed one day of class, not even when i was sick. its an intense course and every day is accounted for. you can't miss any days. now i'm forced to miss this one which means we have to make it up. when?? on a friday of course. but not this friday. this friday we are meeting up for a film festival (field trip). the tix have already been purchased so it can't be cancelled. can't be next friday because we're coming into school from 12-3:30 for a 3 hour seminar on script writing. so that means we'll probably have to do it the friday after that. what does that mean for me? it means for 3 fridays in a row i can't stay home and enjoy my day off :( whats more one of these weeks i'll have a 5 day week of school which TOTALLY sucks assholes in butter. i'm already stressed and breaking out as it is. i NEED that day off for my sanity. but every time there's something on a friday i still have to wake up early because i have to take ed to work to get the car.

and there you have it my friends. the reasons that canceling class is not a good thing. i'll still have to be there today till at least 1pm working on my project.