i want to make videos again

my short reports have been seriously neglected. first it was the holidays and then school. i just don't have time.

there are so many things i want to create. the more i learn the more ideas i get. i want to make cartoons, short reports, i want to work on scripts, i want to make movie posters. there's no shortage of ideas. now i have the ideas, i have skills, but no time. well i guess the ideas are a good thing. my problem before was that i would get blocked. i'd have an idea for something then just get blocked. and be like...how can i keep coming up with more content? but right now i feel like i have a million things lined up that i want to do. my cup runneth over. and thats pretty cool. just wish i had the time to do some of them. between the classes, the projects, the reading/homework, and the studying for tests, i can barely find time to relax. i find myself using the little free time i have to work on "for fun" creative projects but i never get to finish them and i end up saying to myself on monday "i don't feel like i got any down time".

this is so intense. i can't wait till at least june....then maybe i could see the light at the end of the tunnel. because this schedule suuuucks.