I don't hate myself. I don't hate my body. I believe women are beautiful at any size. You don't have to wait till your at a certain size to buy a new sexy bathing suit. love yourself at any size. thats what i say.
i don't look at myself in disgust. not at all. i know a lot of women who do that. in fact when i look in the mirror i think i look cute. cuter than i look to others. so i'm way off in the other direction. lol. i'm not doing this for looks, though thats a huge plus, i'm doing it for health reasons. and for my baby. but honestly the only reason i think it finally clicked in my head is because i discovered it was PCOS working against me and that it wasn't my fault. otherwise i don't know if i could be this committed. everyone has their a-ha moment. and that was mine. i just feel like my poor body has been carrying around all this extra weight for so long. it needs a break. i'm only 29. i need a chance to be young and carefree. i wasted my 20s being out of shape. i look forward to having a new life. :) i really hope to keep this momentum. especially with maintenance.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
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