i was just thinking...

i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror this morning and my tummy looked flatter. i started to think...i'm really doing it this time. this is gonna be the real thing. i'm gonna reach the finish line. and then i thought....i'm just as curious as everyone else what i'd look like at a normal weight. i've don't remember not being fat. so i honestly don't know what i'd look like or what it would feel like to not be fat. i'm curious. its gonna be surreal to say the least. its exciting. :)