well that went exactly as i suspected. bla bla bla, don't eat any carbs, blah blah blah you should be losing 10lbs a month easily, blah blah blah you should be 130lbs. oh really? because you NEVER set a goal weight for me. never even asked me. the goal i set for myself was 140lb fuck you very much. oh and one more thing, you can eat my ass.
anyway, when she asked if i'm taking my multi i told her i switched to a prenatal and she said WHY? i told her i want to try to conceive starting in august. she's like, you're supposed to wait 2 years. i just looked at her with a face like, thats nice. her reason?? well despite what everyone around me thought, that it was somehow unsafe for me, that maybe my body couldn't handle it, or that i was being somewhat irresponsible, the real reason was she wanted me to lose all the weight before i get pregnant? why? because i'm gonna gain weight. DUH sherlock! so you see? there's no medical reason for me not to try for a kid. so there. in everyone's face. and by everyone i mean ppl who don't read this blog. these people don't care about me. if they did they wouldn't leave me waiting for an hour. all they care about is numbers, stats, big results so they can look good. and of course that sweet sweet return business that is plastics.
someone asked me the other day, what are these ppl doing for you? the answer is absolutely NOTHING. all they do is make me feel shitty and waste a huge chunk of my day. honestly, every visit is so completely meaningless. they weigh me, take my blood pressure, tell me i'm not skinny enough, ask me what i eat, lecture me for not being perfect, touch my stomach and then send me on my way. i really have no reason to go to them unless there's something wrong. i don't even feel like there's a reason to go back for my 1yr follow up. they don't even care about my vitamin levels because they haven't taken my bloodwork since surgery. well fuck them. fuck them right to hell. i don't need it.
everyone stresses how important it is to see a surgeon. honestly, unless something is wrong i really don't see the problem. my reg doc can take my blood and check my levels. i've just had it with them.
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I definitely think you should go less frequently or talk to your regular family physician about following you and doing some lab work to make sure your vitamin levels are good to go.
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