food? meh

food is starting to loose its appeal. no matter what delicious food there is, it doesn't matter because i can only eat a tiny amount. takes all the fun out of eating. when you eat that little it like...why even make a whole meal? i kind of wish i could just cook small portions but my man eats enough for the both of us.

sunday night was interesting though. i was at my parents house and my dad was gonna order chinese. i was like..i can't really eat chinese. all that sauce is so fattening and i can't have the rice. so i said get shorty's. so he did. i don't know why but he got a huge family meal with ribs, chicken and brisket! not to mention baked potato, corn, baked beans, coleslaw and bread.  oof. i served myself a spoonful of baked beans, a spoonful of baked potato with some margarine and 1 rib. yeah...1 rib. i peeled the meat off and put it in a small pile. it killed me that i had to give my husband all the hard dry parts. those are my fav part!! but my tummy is still new and i'm on softish foods so i didn't want to try it. it was nice to have that variety of having side dishes, even if it was such a tiny amount. i couldn't finish the beans or the potato. the beans were so good though. its nice to get full on such a tiny amount. but it does make food less interesting.

food porn just isn't the same.

i haven't tried bread or rice. i've had a little potato. i'm just afraid to eat bread or rice right now because i feel like i'll feel super stuffed. i get so full so easily that i don't wanna waste it. maybe when i get further out.