i've gotten to that stage now

where the free ride is over. oh man i remember those glory days, the first 6 months after surgery, where the weight would just fly off. i didn't even have to try!!

now not only do i have to try ALL the time to lose weight, i even have to try NOT TO GAIN! thats so not fair you know? even before surgery i would never gain 4lbs in a week. wtf is that? you would think i was eating nothing but fast food and candy bars. and i haven't had either since surgery!!!! this sucks man. sigh...