my mother in law needs to be put in her place

since i'm too lazy to tell the story again i'll just cut and paste an email i wrote to my sister in law:

subject: omg i am soooo pissed!!


Today I was at home healing and ed wanted to go out so i told him go see your mom since she wants you to take pics of her furniture anyway. So fine, he went. He told her I was sick because of course she still doesn't know (about the surgery).

So he comes back and i was like oh how's your mom doing? Good good. He told me some cute stories about amani. thats nice :) and then he tells me that his mom was talking shit about me! wtf?? she says that she doesn't like the way i eat?? that when i was there for 4th of july she found a bunch of junk food in her trash cans??? umm...when i go to her place i bring snacks so that i can have food. i brought a cooler with 100 calorie cookies and 100 calorie cheetos. i kept one cheetos pack in my bag and a small popcorn bag just in case i was out and i got hungry. but i only ate the cheetos. i ate maybe 1 or 2 sting cheeses and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich while i was there. those are things i brought. but i had brought a travel pack of mini cereal boxes. i keep those in my bag for when i get hungry and there's no food around. which happens a lot when i go to ft meyers. well i guess she found cereal boxes in her trash and made some huge exaggeration like i was hoarding junkfood. what a stupid bitch. i've been watching what i eat for months now. especially on that trip!!!! i have NEVER EVER in my life hoarded junk food and i take particular offense to this because she's picking on me just because i'm fat. she's making up bull like everyone else who assumes because i'm fat i'm some non stop junk eating machine. which is so far from the truth. and to make it worse she says i drink too much soda. i haven't had soda in months. i honestly can't remember, i think my bday party in may was the last time i had soda. and ed was like, she doesn't even drink soda anymore and she was like "well at my house she did" which is TOTAL BS!!! i brought bottled water to her house and put it in her fridge for christs sake! she had some bottled water in there and i didn't even drink hers!! only mine!! where the hell does this bitch get off? i never touched soda the entire time i was in ft meyers! at the baby shower i drank capri sun and at your house i kept asking for water! even though there was tons of soda! i swear tricia i just want to call her up right now and get in her face. she is lying about everything she said. and i have worked so damn hard to eat better. where does she get off talking trash about me? what did i ever do to her? just because i didn't eat her nasty greasy food?? because i preferred to eat my food instead? i have held my tongue for years with this woman. and i swear to god if ed wasn't telling me not to i would confront her ass right now. i'm not afraid of her anymore. i have been through too much. bruised and battered, cut open and starved. what the hell could she possibly do to me that would be worse than that. i swear tricia from now on i will not hold my tongue with her. i will defend myself. i will raise my voice to her. i am not gonna take her shit anymore. 

she just has to have someone to pick on. and i've always been an easy target because i'm fat and because i don't fight back. well baby is she gonna be in for a rude awakening. to have someone have no idea what struggles you've gone through come out and make up lies about you just because people will believe it? just to have something juicy to talk about? thats just evil. evil. i feel like after the pain i've gone through i'm not afraid of anything and anyone anymore. and i won't let people push me around anymore!

sorry i just HAD to get that off my chest. so lucky she didn't say that to me or i would have punched her in the face. smacked that evil look right off that face of hers. grrrr.