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in 2010 I got the gastric sleeve and I couldn't be happier with my decision. My new life has finally begun!

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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

The fattest little fat girl ever

You know what bugs me? When people say they are heavier than me or look heavier than me and then they say they wear size 24 pants. I wish i could fit into 24 pants! I've been wearing 28 for years until i couldn't even fit into those anymore. none of the pants at lane bryant were fitting me so i had to buy these elastic pants. 3 of them. and i've been wearing them for 2 years. just rotating them. i haven't worn normal pants in 2 yrs ppl!!!

i guess because i'm only 5'0 tall this weight is exaggerated on me. whereas on another taller person it wouldn't be as bad. some of you who way a little more than me had no problems at disney. but me i had a really hard time. some of you fit into pants i haven't fit into in years and years. a number on the scale doesn't mean everything. sometimes i feel like i'm the fattest person i know. :(

8 comments:

  1. Honey, you NEED a lap-band! It isn't magic, but it really, really works!

    As I've lost weight, I've discovered that there is a HUGE variation between sizes depending on the store, brand, etc. I have received clothes from the Sisterhood too so I have tons of clothes right now in several different sizes.

    I agree that your height is a factor too. Don't be discouraged! This time next year, your life will be completely different! You'll still be working on your food issues, but you'll be losing weight and feeling 100 x's better!

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  2. You won't feel like this for long..hang in there...your time is coming!

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  3. I'm with Draz...Your time is here!!

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  4. I agree with Drazil, It wont be long mama!! Your on the right path, youve made all the right moves. Dont worry, time will fly by!

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  5. Baby girl, you need a hug! Everything will be Ok, at least you are on your way to doing something about this and soon you will not even beleive that you were where you are now!

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  6. aww thank you guys sooo much! its all i think about. i can't wait. its almost hard to believe this will actually work. i remember being so excited about things i thought would work before. and always ended up a failure. i'm afraid to fail. but at the same time i know this will be it. i know i can do it. i'm ready for it!

    thanks for being so great to me girls :) it means so much to me.

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  7. You can do it with the band... it supports you when you think you can't do it. I failed over and over again on diets... I lost weight for a while but then stopped losing weight and after giving up, I gained it all and then some back... I got my band in March and I've lost 60 pounds... It isn't easy since you still have to make good choices but it can be done. I look forward to reading you journey... *Maria*-blogger from "This one at Band Camp..." Check out my blog at my bigfatbandgeeklife.blogspot.com

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  8. Height is a huge factor. I'm 5'3" and sometimes I wish I was just a little bit taller so my weight would look better on me.

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