UGH I'M SOOOO PISSED!!!

Man I've been waiting 2 weeks (felt like months to me) to get to this info session today. So I'm sooooo excited right? Finally its an hour before and I'm rushing, i mean RUSHING, my husband out the door because its at 7pm and i know there's traffic everywhere. So I'll admit I'm really obnoxious when I'm in a hurry for something. I have this thing about being punctual. So I'm freaking out with the traffic. I finally make it there like 5 min before 7pm. Great. I get to the address and its this office park and I don't know which building it is. So I call the number from the website and i get the after hours emergency line or whatever. This lady doesn't know shit. I'm like...I'm coming for the information session for the weight loss surgery and she's like "umm.....are you saying you're going to the office?" i'm like..am i speaking japanese here? So then she tells me "they're not at the office. it says here they leave at 5pm." I was like, this dumb bitch is trying my patience. I was like ok do you know if this is the right address and she says yes and then I say do you know which building? And she's like no, I'm not located at this office, I can give you the suite number though. Useless. So I figure it out on my own, I see the doctors name on the door and it says H.O.P.E. center for bariatric surgery. Perfect. I go to open the door and its locked. LOCKED!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!! There's no signs about any meeting, and of course there's only one number to call and its the after hours idiot i just spoke to.

I got on my phone and went to the site and looked for info session and it says in black and white JUNE 10TH 2010. It doesn't say anything about it being at another office or that you have to sign up for it before hand. It says anyone is welcome. Ugh I'M SOOOO PISSED. Not only did they waste my time, my husband was in a bad mood because I pushed him out the door and now i felt like an asshole. But above all that I'm really upset because I HATE to wait. This is gonna be a long process and I can't afford to waste time on these first stages. GRRR. The next information session is July 10th. Fuck that. I mean who runs this damn website? This is fucking clown shoes. GRRR. I guess I'll call and ask for a consultation.

At least one thing I can be happy about is all the awesome information you guys are giving me. It helps so much to be pointed in the right direction. And as per Kim's advice I will call tomorrow and get the code for lap band and call my insurance company. I pray they cover it. omg. please god let them cover it.

Thanks for your comments you guys. I appreciate it so much. My husband is very blah about the whole thing. I mean he's there for me but he's not exactly a cheerleader. And I haven't told anyone else about it. So it means a lot to me to have you guys cheering me along. Especially with these set backs which I'm sure there will me lots more of along this journey.