update

i'll try not to ramble on and on but here it goes.

for the past week and a half i've been waking up at 5:45ish am to hit the gym. due to a machine glitch i realized that i was actually doing 1 hour on the elliptical and not 30 min. so i said..ok i'll just keep doing it. so i've been doing an hour of weights and an hour of cardio. i've already noticed my tummy going down a but and my face getting smaller. i haven't dared weighed myself. after that whole debacle before i decided to weigh myself once a month. i think working out is the only way to make the metformin work for me. because the dieting alone didn't seem to be working. but maybe like they say my body just needs time to adjust and for the medicine to work. its been like a month now. i'm hoping that with the coming months it does show some kind of result. otherwise whats the point. i still have acne. i know that much. my goal for right now is just to keep up these daily workouts for the entire month. i'm not gonna make any sweeping statements, just setting this goal for the time being. i love feeling tighter and stronger.

i made some custom shirts for tricia's friends but no one has bought them yet. which is pretty annoying because i spent a lot of time working on them and thats time i didn't get paid for. i'm hoping that they do eventually buy them. also i'm contemplating creating my own tshirt line and make them myself. i've looked into it and it is doable. its the first idea i've had for my own business that was actually doable! so i'm excited about that. its on the backburner for now but definitely something on the horizon.

i may have some freelance editing work for this guy. he's totally lowballing me. $15 a video is highway robbery. but its better than nothing right now, plus it would be steady work so we'll see how it goes. if i decide i'm putting in too much work and not getting enough back i'll nix it. but i gotta say working for yourself is pretty awesome. except for the whole lack of money thing.

the best and most unexpected thing? i've sold 3 shirts from my cafe press site. fangbanger shirts. pretty cool huh? i've made $7! woohoo!