Its official. I have cysts on my ovaries. :/
Today I had an ultrasound and i'm here thinking oh fun put some gel on my tummy, no problem. Nope. This bitch (i hate this lady, she has horrible bedside manner) was like this ultrasound is done vaginally. WHAAA?!?! not pleasant folks. She pushed and probed and she hit this spot that hurt. Like there was something there. And she said "oh there's a cyst there, i can't see your left ovary" i started crying because i thought..omg its a tumor or something. I was thinking, take it out. I really didn't like that feeling. All I could think was "please God let me be able to have children. I'll do anything you want to be able to have a healthy baby. I'll get the bypass, whatever you want." I really would do anything to have a healthy baby. I want a baby more than anything.
But my doctor brought me into his office and told me they were small cysts and not serious. Comes along with having PCOS.
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I'm so glad it isn't serious. The ultrasound sounds horrible.
ReplyDeleteJust consider it good practice for all the nastiness you'll have to endure when you are pregnant!
NEVER EVER EVER listen to the ultrasound tech. They know only enough to be dangerous when it comes to specific problems. I have had many cysts even a couple big ones and the first time they scared the crap out of my mom and I. It does come along with the territory. In the long run the cysts are the least of your worries right now. From what I have been told, once you get the insulin and other hormone issues under control (with the metformin and losing weight) you should have the same chances as anyone else in getting pregnant.
ReplyDeleteBoo to that tech! I have PCOS too, and metformin did the trick for me getting pregnant both times.
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