Tuesday, March 18, 2008
detox
just drank another bottle of water. the more i drank the worse i felt. i feel a head cold coming on. maybe its part of the detox.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Baby Talk and more
I'm on this new kick now where I'm looking at cribs online. lol. i'm thinking about a nursery. we live in a one bedroom apt right now. i'm hoping we'll have time to get a bigger place when i get pregnant. like...we'll have 9 months to find a place. hopefully it won't be right when we sign a lease. a year lease is such a commitment.
now i'm thinking about "green" cleaning products. i want to have the safest things for my kids. and help the environment. i'll admit, i'm not even gonna lie, if its between getting what is conveniently available and going out of my way to get the "green" stuff i'll get the non green stuff. they just need to make it more readily available. if they have the"green" stuff at the store next to the chemical stuff, i'll pick the "green" stuff. but if i have to go to some special website to get it, not only is it inconvenient its probably expensive.
really the only thing holding me back right now is my weight. i refuse to get pregnant at this weight. now that i'm not working i need to really get on the ball. this stomach fiasco is forcing me to get back on track. i've been eating like shit lately and i need to detox. my face is all broken out too. i bought bottled water. i don't know about you but i hate drinking water. but i bought the little mini 8oz bottles. which is perfect because it makes me think oh thats not that much water. i can do that. and i've been very careful about what i put in my mouth the last 2 days. my stomach is still sensitive. i have all kinds of crap here from my in-laws' visit. chips, ice cream, chocolate, cheesecake. but i haven't eaten it and i don't wanna eat it. my poor tummy.
i also went to he gym today to show my cousin what it looked like and saw that my machine was fixed. so i have mental plans to go in there this week. let's hope i keep to that. although maybe not if my tummy is too sensitive.
so my plan this week is this. drink more water. don't eat out. work out in some way. i don't think thats unrealistic.
and now i'm off to watch 2 new episodes of jon and kate plus 8! yay!
now i'm thinking about "green" cleaning products. i want to have the safest things for my kids. and help the environment. i'll admit, i'm not even gonna lie, if its between getting what is conveniently available and going out of my way to get the "green" stuff i'll get the non green stuff. they just need to make it more readily available. if they have the"green" stuff at the store next to the chemical stuff, i'll pick the "green" stuff. but if i have to go to some special website to get it, not only is it inconvenient its probably expensive.
really the only thing holding me back right now is my weight. i refuse to get pregnant at this weight. now that i'm not working i need to really get on the ball. this stomach fiasco is forcing me to get back on track. i've been eating like shit lately and i need to detox. my face is all broken out too. i bought bottled water. i don't know about you but i hate drinking water. but i bought the little mini 8oz bottles. which is perfect because it makes me think oh thats not that much water. i can do that. and i've been very careful about what i put in my mouth the last 2 days. my stomach is still sensitive. i have all kinds of crap here from my in-laws' visit. chips, ice cream, chocolate, cheesecake. but i haven't eaten it and i don't wanna eat it. my poor tummy.
i also went to he gym today to show my cousin what it looked like and saw that my machine was fixed. so i have mental plans to go in there this week. let's hope i keep to that. although maybe not if my tummy is too sensitive.
so my plan this week is this. drink more water. don't eat out. work out in some way. i don't think thats unrealistic.
and now i'm off to watch 2 new episodes of jon and kate plus 8! yay!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i no feel so good
ok well last night we went to cheesecake factory with the family. they've never been there. when we got there ed and james, they had been holding a table for us, had a huge plate of nachos sitting there. this was an appetizer? it was the size of a baby. so we munched on that. i ordered a pina colada. then by the time we got around to ordering dinner most of us were full or not hungry. but we ordered anyway. i hardly ate my food. i figured i would just bring home some leftovers. still every bite was just pushing it further and further. then i ordered a slice of cheesecake to go because you know you can't leave the cheesecake factory without some monkey doodle cheesecake. so we get home. everyone is full. and tired. but i get the need, as i often do after dinner, to have something sweet. so i had some of my cheesecake. bad idea. i felt really bad after that. my tummy was a rumblin'. and the worst kind of rumblin'. its like this big gas bubble in your chest that is painful and pushing on organs. and you wanna burp or fart or something just to get some relief but nothing comes out. you try to go to the bathroom but nothing comes out. its soooo uncomfortable and actually painful. i couldn't sleep. the pain was relentless. i had to take 2 imodium (thank god i bought a new box) and thankfully that helped me go to sleep.
but i woke up around 8am feeling the pain again. i guess the imodium had worn off. so i get my tired ass out of bed to take 1 more pill (you can only have 4 in a 24 hour period so i was just gonna take one) but i stopped in the bathroom first to see if i could get any relief the natural way. it makes your body think you can just push it out. if i could only expel some gas i could get some relief but alas my efforts proved to be fruitless. its morning so i have that morning breath thing happening and i decide to brush my teeth. now, i have a bad gag reflex so usually when i brush my tongue i end up gagging. however this time i gagged and *bloop* i totally threw up? wanna see a picture? thats gross dude. i wouldn't take a picture of that. you're gross for wanting to see that. anyway, yeah so that was unexpected because i like never throw up. even when i get really nauseous (which is pretty often) i never throw up. luckily it was in the sink. of course i felt really gross after this and had to brush my teeth again. i had to be really careful not to throw up again. one more gag and the whole thing could blow. but no, i kept it together. and you know what???? THE PAIN WENT AWAY! i didn't even have to take that imodium!
my poor body. it needed to release something. and it did. and hopefully thats it. i'm kinda glad it went up rather than down because when you're sharing a bathroom with 7 ppl (we have a family of 5 staying with us this weekend) the last thing you want is to have diarrhea. well thats my story. i just had to share that with someone.
but i woke up around 8am feeling the pain again. i guess the imodium had worn off. so i get my tired ass out of bed to take 1 more pill (you can only have 4 in a 24 hour period so i was just gonna take one) but i stopped in the bathroom first to see if i could get any relief the natural way. it makes your body think you can just push it out. if i could only expel some gas i could get some relief but alas my efforts proved to be fruitless. its morning so i have that morning breath thing happening and i decide to brush my teeth. now, i have a bad gag reflex so usually when i brush my tongue i end up gagging. however this time i gagged and *bloop* i totally threw up? wanna see a picture? thats gross dude. i wouldn't take a picture of that. you're gross for wanting to see that. anyway, yeah so that was unexpected because i like never throw up. even when i get really nauseous (which is pretty often) i never throw up. luckily it was in the sink. of course i felt really gross after this and had to brush my teeth again. i had to be really careful not to throw up again. one more gag and the whole thing could blow. but no, i kept it together. and you know what???? THE PAIN WENT AWAY! i didn't even have to take that imodium!
my poor body. it needed to release something. and it did. and hopefully thats it. i'm kinda glad it went up rather than down because when you're sharing a bathroom with 7 ppl (we have a family of 5 staying with us this weekend) the last thing you want is to have diarrhea. well thats my story. i just had to share that with someone.
Friday, March 14, 2008
This weekend
My brother-in-law and his family are staying with us this weekend because their oldest son, Nathaniel, will be performing at Calle Ocho. Is that cool or what? He was asked to join a boy/girl band. 2 girls and 2 boys. This could mean big things. This COULD mean that they have to move to Miami. That would be awesome! for me anyway. lol. I would get to see them a lot more often AND I wouldn't have to go to Ft Meyers all the time. lol. now i just have to move his other brother down and we can all be a big happy family in miami.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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