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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

feeling upset and a little bitter

everytime i try to plan something with my friends no one, expect for jenny, ever ends up coming. there are "friends" that i've invited to multiple things and they never come. and they never bother to invite me anywhere. there are other friends who invite me to things, and i go, but when i invite them they never come.

i'm having a birthday party this weekend and honest to god its probably gonna just be us and jenny.

i love my family but they've either moved away or they're busy and can't come. sigh....it sucks trying to plan something around everyone's schedules. when i was a kid this shit was planned for me.

i just feel like...

my cousins, who i love to death, have all moved away or are too busy. my friends are becoming more and more unreliable. at this point i honestly feel like forget it. i don't need to depend on these people. i want to start my own little family. they will be my inner circle and everyone else will be just be outer circle. then i won't be so bitter.

its just time. time to start our own little family.

1 comment:

  1. THAT IS SO FREAKING RUDE!!! I would never do that to any of my friends!!! wtf?! That is unacceptable. Well, you know I'd be there. no matter what. i mean, its not an option! psh...this amkes me mad!!!

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