I could call this whole thing off right now. Its not too late. I could just run away like I do everytime things get too hard. I still have my stomach. I could still go back to living exactly how I was before.
If I didn't start this damn process I could be eating pizza right now. I could be HAPPY!!! waaaa!!!
These are just thoughts. I know I'm doing this for good reason. I know it will all be worth it. I know. But I can't help but complain. I need to hear it over and over again how I'm so strong and it won't be forever and all that other motivational support stuff. It really helps.
I don't care that I won't be able to eat like before. Or that I'll be eating different things in a different way. I just want to EAT again!!! Jesus I'm only 4 days into this damn diet. kill me.
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Hang in there, you can and will do it! Then it will all be over and you will be so excited to be starting on your new way of life!
ReplyDeleteIt will get better. I swear! 6 months ago I was wearing size 26 pants. Tonight I bought 18's. EIGHTEENS! I had a gorgeous salad for dinner with chicken and avocado and cheese and salsa and black beans. I LOVE what I'm eating now. I LOVE feeling amazing. I LOVE that I can run. and I LOVE SMALLER PANTS! You are going to be soooo happy about this. What's two weeks of your life? Yeah, it's miserable. Just grit your teeth and get through it and you get to start your AWESOME NEW LIFE! :-)
ReplyDeletethank you guys!!! soooo much!!
ReplyDeleteIt will be worth it... but the pre-op diet is tough, because your stomach is still big and hungry. But with your new smaller pouch... you will not be hungry all the time, but you will still struggle sometimes. I just love that when I struggle I may lost slower or not lose at all... but I don't gain, maybe I shouldn't have said that. I hope I didn't jynx myself. *Maria*-Blogger from "This one time at BAND Camp..."
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