i keep going from mad to sad to agitated to exasperated. none of these moodswings have been positive upbeat moods. just negative negative negative. no one is gonna wanna be around me. especially ed. i just wish he would take this more seriously. he's so flippant about it. just fatigue. oh i'm just tired today no biggie. but its so much more and its fucking up my life!!!! i don't like being this way! i am having super irrational thoughts. i don't wanna be the miserable bitch cow i was when i was pregnant. i'm so scared to be that again.
i'm having a lot of feelings of worthlessness. and guilt. and i feel like ed doesn't love me anymore.
i've been suffering with this for 2 months but it wasn't a big deal. but every time it comes back it gets worse and brings more shit with it. and i can't deal with it anymore. i'm so fucking scared what will happen when it comes back again and ed starts another semester. i'm crying for help here. please someone here me....
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You need to see a Dr asap. Get your hormone levels checked please!
ReplyDeleteYou poor thing, sounds like you are having a really tough time. Definitely go and see and a doctor and open up about how you feel. I know that if you have the right doctor they can really help. Don't suffer alone.
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